star trek i love you

the star trek remake finally came out on dvd! wholy cripes, i have so much love for this film. i just wanna sleep in my bed and watch this film on repeat for the rest of my life.

i had a dream i enlisted in star fleet last night. it was freakin awesome. i hope this geeky confession does not come as a suprise to you.

fucking hell.
i am sick of this mentality
that it is a bother to be someones friend, or answer a call or talk. when did everyone started to feel so burdened by everything.
id always thought you should at least be kind to the people you supposedly DO like.
i am sick of feeling
like everyone is letting their anger at themselves and everything simmer deep down
then letting it all out at me
you are not making me cry the way you might want to
you are just boring me with your meladramatics and childish ways.
grow up
adults
and start taking responsability for your own horrible lives
that you have built from years of bad decisions.
you treat yourself like crap
so why shouldnt i.

i am not the problem child, you are the problem parent adult friend. i know edsactly how my insides work
so stop trying to twist my guts around, ohkaye?

have you seen the painted veil? it is the most beautiful of films. it is about cholera and love and such, but golly is it lovely. and also sad maybe. i have such a huge crush on edward norton, he is incapable of doing wrong in my eyes.



betty drapper from mad men is in some respects my hero. the above is one of the most fucking brilliant things i have ever seen, i am so obsessed with the whole concept. i get in trouble sometimes for shootin mah mouth off about how awesome being a housewife would be, i dont think ladies want to hear it in this day and age. but there is something at least interesting about the whole idea of being looked after, you know? i know they were times not our own and in someways its not applicable, but its still something to think about.

silk spectre portrait by james jean

inspired

Photos like these make me feel like i dont know how to live.

taken from www.jamesmcloughlin1.blogspot.com

holga

i am not a very good photgrapher i have come to realise. copositionally i think i do okay, but i am not very good on the technical side of things. perhaps i should ask one of the lovely gentlemen i know who are into such things
to take me nder his wing and teach me more

please please please

james jean

lazy days! i was going to do my assignment today
but then i fell alseep and had the most loveliest of afternoon naps.
so now i am doing it. sort of.
in between thoughts and wanton glances at this stormy summer sky.

i hope you recieved my letter today patrick.





-by James Jean. my favouritest artist of all time ever. perhaps you recognise his art from the covers of the comic book series fables? if you are thus inclined, in a way of comic book geekyness. like i am.
sometime i find it very dis-spiriting that there are people out there who are so talented
much more talented then i will ever be!
but then i remember such thoughts are useless and it is better to think of such things fondly instead.

in other news i think i would like to go to japan mid next year. i have started looking at places on couch surfers, ive already found some nice people who look like they might let me stay. would anyone like to come with?
there will be so many amazing
photo opertunities